I've got a terrifying feeling my boyfriend is going to find this blog. He was
asking about it. I'm not sure whether or not to destroy it or not. I've been thinking
for a couple weeks I would start this up again. I need it, and I've been missing
the vent time. I haven't had any time whatsoever lately. Reading everyone's latest
blog entries has made me miss it like crazy. I'm still with Ana. She keeps me from
eating, day or night, and I feel like I owe it to her.
I really don't know what I'd do it he found it. I mean, if he lied when he said he
wouldn't look for it - Michael, stop reading this now. I can't have you knowing my
secrets. You won't like it and nothing good will come from you knowing things
before I'm ready to tell you. You promised - if you break it, and I find out, we're
By the way ladies, I'm down more. I'm starting the salt diet tomorrow for 14
days, and then a week break and beginning the lemonade diet. Apparently,
it works? We'll see. I'm keeping tabs on all of you ladies.
Think Thin and Stay Positive. <3