Friday, June 3, 2011


I'm wearing a size 3 now. It's kind of funny, considering I still feel huge, but I fit in these small pants and shorts now. I guess I would love to say I'm happy with this, but in reality, I'll never be happy with my weight until I'm down to at least 115. For now, that is. I didn't initially start out with a goal weight, but I know now that if I want a goal weight, it would have to be a weight that I can maintain and not draw too much attention to myself. My mom knows about my eating disorders, but I don't really know what I can do about it at this point.

Dad bought me a new laptop this weekend for when I go to college. It's a pure white MacBook, and I'm in love with it already.

Anyways, I'll keep my weights posted as I lose the weight I want. I wish I had more time to blog, but I can at least read other people's when I get the chance! Good luck girls! <3