Two more pounds <3
This has been one amazing day! I woke up thinking about how good today was going to be, and then I stepped on the scale - another two pounds down! If I can keep this up, I'll be in the 130's by Monday of next week! Damn, this is so exciting. I had to eat at Fatz today though, and I had soup and Salad, but I feel like I've been eating like crazy today - even though I haven't. I don't know. I just have a really good feeling about this week. (:
On another note - I've recently decided that maybe I'm not taking this seriously enough. So, I'm considering the need of some of those red bracelets (yeah, those red bracelets) to help remind me of everything. I don't know how to make bracelets though. And I also don't want to go out and buy a bracelet, it just doesn't sound like it would have the same meaning that way, so I'd like to see if anyone out in the Ana community would like to make me a bracelet. (: If not, it's okay. I'll find someone to make me one around here. I just wouldn't want them noticing my weight loss and see a red bracelet, you know?
Well, it's been a long day. I spent it with my friend Matt again, and we went back to the park and walked all these cool trails (even though I'm not really that much of an outdoorsy kind of girl) and it was simply perfect. And before anyone wonders, no. I don't have feelings for Matt. I mean, I thought I did for a while, and we were going to try to date, but the fact that I know I'm fat bothers me, and he's like minute. He's freaking tiny as hell, and I always feel even bigger around him, so I couldn't do it. He thinks I'm perfect - I think he's crazy. But maybe one day, maybe not. Depends on if I ever feel good enough for anyone.
And if anyone wants to talk, I may not be on here, but you can e-mail me anytime. Send me a message, and I'll send you my e-mail. And thanks to Megan, my new text buddy. I learned a lot from her today, and it's the first day we've talked. You're great! I can tell we're going to become really good friends. (:
Peace. Love. Thin. <3